spring means time to get skinnny!!
Ive been going to the gym in the morning for the past 3 days. I am very proud of myself. im going tomorrow before work. ive been weird recently. my eating habits are so weird. i can barely eat during the day, i have no appitite, but then at night i snack and eat stuff thats not so good for me. so i dont loose weight, but i just made tea earlier and drank water and didnt eat barely anything. im proud.
The weird thing is that i am looking forward to going to the gym tomorrow morning. ha! who woulda thought it!!
My bestest friend, raina, if coming home soon! april 15th that is, and i am super excited. i miss her. i miss elana too, i never get to talk to her. but its hard to be so far apart, not knowing where she is, who she is chillin with, and what her daily routine is. its hard. but i miss. i hope she knows that. hm
missing people. i hate that. why do we need to miss people. why cant we just all be together. and happy. ive been talking to chris more, i dont like where this is heaading. i dont know if shanee moved to NC or not, but...
ahh, i dont even know. oh well. i think i may miss him..
its weird how easily i can just forgive people, if i have any emotion towards the person, i will give in, even if they broke my little heart. 8( to be with them if enough for me. a friendship. thats what I want.
its weird, i want to make up with a friend of mine before he flees the country. but i dont know if that will happen. i wish he would talk to me. i mean come on, who else are you going to get your duvet cover with???!
(and the rest of your cereal bowls!)
02-14-2006, haa!
ok, well....with this one i tried. we'll see where it goes from here.
The weird thing is that i am looking forward to going to the gym tomorrow morning. ha! who woulda thought it!!
My bestest friend, raina, if coming home soon! april 15th that is, and i am super excited. i miss her. i miss elana too, i never get to talk to her. but its hard to be so far apart, not knowing where she is, who she is chillin with, and what her daily routine is. its hard. but i miss. i hope she knows that. hm
missing people. i hate that. why do we need to miss people. why cant we just all be together. and happy. ive been talking to chris more, i dont like where this is heaading. i dont know if shanee moved to NC or not, but...
ahh, i dont even know. oh well. i think i may miss him..
its weird how easily i can just forgive people, if i have any emotion towards the person, i will give in, even if they broke my little heart. 8( to be with them if enough for me. a friendship. thats what I want.
its weird, i want to make up with a friend of mine before he flees the country. but i dont know if that will happen. i wish he would talk to me. i mean come on, who else are you going to get your duvet cover with???!
(and the rest of your cereal bowls!)
02-14-2006, haa!
ok, well....with this one i tried. we'll see where it goes from here.