Fear of the Future

[pomellofellow]

I'm very afraid right now. I am afraid that all the confidence and happiness and contentment that i've summoned and accumulated over the course of the summer will melt away during school. I'm afraid that walk back through those doors on the first I'm going to feel overwhelmed with an extreme disconnect from everyone, and feel their disconnect from me. I hadn't felt really lonely all summer. Then i started thinking about school, and felt it again. I had forgotten how familiar i was with it.

love to all

PS jesus christ! that was emo as all hell!