ugh
man everyone, im just so sick and tired of everything. so tired of listening to all the pointless shit in school. my life lately has been really shitty, i felt horrible and, i don't know, but it seems like more crappy things have been happening to me lately. im just sick of it all.
and the problem is my solution for it involves just sitting in a chair with a big giant bubble around for like the next 12-46 years. no on can bother, i can sit and be sad on my own.
its weird, ive been really paranoid lately, sometimes i think you really are all out to get me. i hope maybe that theres some sort of mind controlling bug in my head so that some doctor can pull it out and blame all my problems on that. but no. i don't think thats the case. in the meantime i'll just to continue to hate various people in private.
i also wish i could just put certain things behind me and get it over it all. but for some reason i can't. every time i say, alright im over this, now lets be friends, i think of how i felt just a few weeks ago and then continue to ignore that person, thinking that that'll somehow even the score but in actually she probably doesn't even care and im probably just screwing myself in the ass.
something has to give soon, if not, im destined for a nervous breakdown
and that would suck
love to all
and the problem is my solution for it involves just sitting in a chair with a big giant bubble around for like the next 12-46 years. no on can bother, i can sit and be sad on my own.
its weird, ive been really paranoid lately, sometimes i think you really are all out to get me. i hope maybe that theres some sort of mind controlling bug in my head so that some doctor can pull it out and blame all my problems on that. but no. i don't think thats the case. in the meantime i'll just to continue to hate various people in private.
i also wish i could just put certain things behind me and get it over it all. but for some reason i can't. every time i say, alright im over this, now lets be friends, i think of how i felt just a few weeks ago and then continue to ignore that person, thinking that that'll somehow even the score but in actually she probably doesn't even care and im probably just screwing myself in the ass.
something has to give soon, if not, im destined for a nervous breakdown
and that would suck
love to all