if it'll never come

[polyvinylchick]

allowing myself to be yet furtther on in some ways then before, sacrafising what other attributes may seem just if not more important. blowing beyond it all, seeing the future, not pulling too much from the past without just "knowing". if happens, sometimes u just get into that area, one night wanting this, the other calling for the other~ you get it, yet still lacking. powerful as it may seem, finally knowing it all, knowing more than before puts it all into perspective for you... even the present, that's exactly what no1 is supposed to know until after. not coming until that exact point, not wanting until that exact apptitude, making that commitment when saying no only on the spot~ that high suddenly coming to that, ohhhh
it's been awhle, wouldnt' be surprised if arrisal comes back again
*Cait