agained we go disco dancing

Jun 29, 2004 02:55

feeling wonderful after having a hangover today, working practically still high, telling myself i was going to stay home to recover, and going out to smoked tonight instead. joe is gone for italy.
night after night after night, i've come to realize i have and will continue to change/grow.
i see i'm no longer sucked into certain patterns of behavior, and will be able to think on a more monogamous tract.
my brother was home this weekend for my graduation, he really is wonderful.
he told me he believes/knows i have a better head on my shoulders than he did when he was going off to college. i don't really think so but maybe its reassuring that i WILL stay on track next yr. i can and will have an amazing opportunity taking advantage of everything going on around me, WHILE getting work done.
its nice to realize i'm done with certain chapters in my life, and wonderful to know some others are just on the first few chapters, others not even started yet...
i should read or something, im never going to get to bed other wise
the rest of these words are flowing out of my head, but laziness has attacked the hands and fingers and so it ends here...
<3 cait
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