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Deny the beauty and turn the world ugly. Take non-control. Eliminate their options by cutting off your hands. Torture yourself so they cannot. Leave them no part of yourself that has not been ruined and only then will you be free.
An attractive model in a tight, revealing skirt walks into a room full of men. She walks by them, trying to catch their eye. Usually, it's all she can do to avoid men looking at her. She gets frustrated when none of them will pay attention to her. She takes her blouse off, exposing her breasts. She throws the blouse up in the air and it lands on a man's shoulder. He brushes it off without looking up. All at once, the men simultaneously open books and start reading avidly. Somewhere, someone isn't impressed by your looks. Not all men jump through the hoops of fire. You're unbelievably boring to more people than you'll ever know. Video music refugee.