yucky meat
so, i had to make a bothersome decision. That's probably the best way to put it- simply bothersome. It's been longer than i expected that i've been without a job. No job means i'm not bringing money into my mom's house. So i've decided to do something that's gonna suck for me until i get a job. As much as it bothers me, i decied i'm going to have to eat meat for a while. On her income, without me putting any money into the house I can't expect her to buy veggie options for me, it's simply rude, I can't expect her to become a vegetarian either. My stomach is going to be killing me for a while, and there are some things that i still won't allow myself to eat, like pork (mom will just have to eat all the bacon herself). It may seem strange to some people, or like i'm giving up, but at this point- meat isn't really even food in my eyes, it's just rotting flesh- doing this is needed i think, ugh- this will not make my body happy. Well, at least it's only for a short while (hopefully very short)