world hold on
ok so maybe this is a drunk post. so what.
i wonder if i'll actually find him somewhere. is there one person? will i find many? i like the thrill of a new one each time, i won't lie. but i want someone who makes me feel like he's a new person each time, but deep down i know he's the same one. i don't know how to express myself. i want something that doesn't exist. which makes me a dreamer. so i deal with that daily. i want so many things. i want to DO so many things. it hurts me so much. i want to make someone so happy. i was really happy before. with the one i was with.
i want to dance for the rest of my life.
why am i so fucking hung up on the one who made me sad. i'd give anything to experience him, even just once. for one instant. i feel his pain. where is he now? what is he doing? i want to show him the passion that explodes inside me, making me weaker and weaker every day.
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove.........................
i wonder if i'll actually find him somewhere. is there one person? will i find many? i like the thrill of a new one each time, i won't lie. but i want someone who makes me feel like he's a new person each time, but deep down i know he's the same one. i don't know how to express myself. i want something that doesn't exist. which makes me a dreamer. so i deal with that daily. i want so many things. i want to DO so many things. it hurts me so much. i want to make someone so happy. i was really happy before. with the one i was with.
i want to dance for the rest of my life.
why am i so fucking hung up on the one who made me sad. i'd give anything to experience him, even just once. for one instant. i feel his pain. where is he now? what is he doing? i want to show him the passion that explodes inside me, making me weaker and weaker every day.
lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove.........................