An Ass out of You and me.
Tonight's entry is about assumption and the dangers that loom around it.
Don't assume. If you can help it. Ever.
I'm really hurt by the assumptions made about me by people I continually attempt to trust and value. I am also continually shocked by how many times I assume things about people and I am proven wrong.
I had been planning on leaving studio before movement since last week when Joe pulled my rib out of my body in rehearsal. I wanted to give myself a break especially after doing that last throughline. Erik decided to leave with me so he could write a paper before he went to stage manage Our Town. What's funny about the whole situation, is that we parted ways at the elevator of u hall. I slept. He wrote. in seperate rooms. I didn't see him again till midnight.
And today when Kyle asked to hang out tonight and I told him I had plans, he made a comment about Erik "trumping everyone else." What's also funny is that my plans involved seeing a friend play viola in a symphony, and hopping over to kimmel after to watch Joe's dance show. No Erik. But thanks.
I love how people just ASSUME that once you become romantically involved with someone, you automatically develope low character...and an inextinguishable dependency on the other person. And all your actions suddenly become tied to that person, even when you remain almost exactly the same and do almost exactly the same things as before.
Ana came up to me in the park today. Wow. I'm glad she seems to have found her place in the world, and I resent assuming that she would probably never come around. But what she did was very big of her and I admire her strength. I think from now on I won't assume that certain relationships will never change, as well as people and their views on the world.
Don't assume. If you can help it. Ever.
I'm really hurt by the assumptions made about me by people I continually attempt to trust and value. I am also continually shocked by how many times I assume things about people and I am proven wrong.
I had been planning on leaving studio before movement since last week when Joe pulled my rib out of my body in rehearsal. I wanted to give myself a break especially after doing that last throughline. Erik decided to leave with me so he could write a paper before he went to stage manage Our Town. What's funny about the whole situation, is that we parted ways at the elevator of u hall. I slept. He wrote. in seperate rooms. I didn't see him again till midnight.
And today when Kyle asked to hang out tonight and I told him I had plans, he made a comment about Erik "trumping everyone else." What's also funny is that my plans involved seeing a friend play viola in a symphony, and hopping over to kimmel after to watch Joe's dance show. No Erik. But thanks.
I love how people just ASSUME that once you become romantically involved with someone, you automatically develope low character...and an inextinguishable dependency on the other person. And all your actions suddenly become tied to that person, even when you remain almost exactly the same and do almost exactly the same things as before.
Ana came up to me in the park today. Wow. I'm glad she seems to have found her place in the world, and I resent assuming that she would probably never come around. But what she did was very big of her and I admire her strength. I think from now on I won't assume that certain relationships will never change, as well as people and their views on the world.