Smarmy Shite
Ahhh... frustration. Why the hell am I so angry right now? Is it because... shit, I can't even think up any hypothetical reasons! Maybe I'm just angry because sometimes it feels good to be angry. Well... not good, exactly. No, that doesn't work either. Emotional masturbation? Yes, that sounds rather more like it. Another day of moodiness due to mystery reasons. Let's leave it at that.
Went to a lovely little to-do last night... partook of the Tox and crashed upon re-entry. Good old. Had a pretty good night though... I'm not complaining. Saw people I wasn't expecting to see, and that was nice.
Been thinking rather much about the whole romantic involvement thing. Decided I'm basically happy single, but I'd as soon be out of the game as in it. Rather tired of the social subterfuge, ducking and weaving involved in the whole thing but I can keep it up easily enough. Motivation certainly isn't lacking. What a bizarre dance is that of wooing... heh, went to see Shakespear.
Hmm... Seem to be feeling rather less enraged. Wonderful how the brain reacts to a glowing screen, isn't it? Alright... time for a touch of madness and then it's adventure for me.
"Pessimist" is what optimists call realists.
Went to a lovely little to-do last night... partook of the Tox and crashed upon re-entry. Good old. Had a pretty good night though... I'm not complaining. Saw people I wasn't expecting to see, and that was nice.
Been thinking rather much about the whole romantic involvement thing. Decided I'm basically happy single, but I'd as soon be out of the game as in it. Rather tired of the social subterfuge, ducking and weaving involved in the whole thing but I can keep it up easily enough. Motivation certainly isn't lacking. What a bizarre dance is that of wooing... heh, went to see Shakespear.
Hmm... Seem to be feeling rather less enraged. Wonderful how the brain reacts to a glowing screen, isn't it? Alright... time for a touch of madness and then it's adventure for me.
"Pessimist" is what optimists call realists.