this will be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
so things with me and amber or good.
we hung out with esther and landon last night, shot some pull ate some krystals.
i swear it wasnt planned haha
i love you sweetheart.
some things i didnt agree with but i guess thats part of meeting new people. its cool though
i gotta work from 9 - 3 today what a bullshit shift. yUck.
so i think ive got the whole career situation fixed and planned.
i get my diploma, and as soon as i get my diploma i can go into an eprintese program with my moms b/f's dads friend...yea i said what i said. 15$ an hour 2 nights a week for a few years, (side job)
then as soon as im out of that i go straight to being an electrician with there company at 22.50$ an hour
i think that settles it.
i seen my ex-girlfriends brother in wal-mart this morning....it was slightly awkward being as he had alot to do with why we broke up. hmm...i said hey and all but i know hes never going to be anything......but a lazy worthless waste of fless.....he has a home now...but i can see the homeless-ness already.
bumm
IF IT MAKES YOU LESS SAD, I WILL DIE BY YOUR HAND, HOPE YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOU WANT, I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I AM, AND IF IT MAKES YOU LESS SAD, WE'LL START TALKING AGAIN, YOU CAN TELL ME HOW VILE I ALREADY KNOW THAT I AM....I'LL GROW OLD START ACTING MY AGE BE A BRAND NEW DAY IN A LIFE THAT (YOU HATE).
AND IT HURTS A WHOLE LOT, BUT ITS MISSED WHEN ITS GONE.
those lyrics mean alot to me lately.
we hung out with esther and landon last night, shot some pull ate some krystals.
i swear it wasnt planned haha
i love you sweetheart.
some things i didnt agree with but i guess thats part of meeting new people. its cool though
i gotta work from 9 - 3 today what a bullshit shift. yUck.
so i think ive got the whole career situation fixed and planned.
i get my diploma, and as soon as i get my diploma i can go into an eprintese program with my moms b/f's dads friend...yea i said what i said. 15$ an hour 2 nights a week for a few years, (side job)
then as soon as im out of that i go straight to being an electrician with there company at 22.50$ an hour
i think that settles it.
i seen my ex-girlfriends brother in wal-mart this morning....it was slightly awkward being as he had alot to do with why we broke up. hmm...i said hey and all but i know hes never going to be anything......but a lazy worthless waste of fless.....he has a home now...but i can see the homeless-ness already.
bumm
IF IT MAKES YOU LESS SAD, I WILL DIE BY YOUR HAND, HOPE YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOU WANT, I ALREADY KNOW WHAT I AM, AND IF IT MAKES YOU LESS SAD, WE'LL START TALKING AGAIN, YOU CAN TELL ME HOW VILE I ALREADY KNOW THAT I AM....I'LL GROW OLD START ACTING MY AGE BE A BRAND NEW DAY IN A LIFE THAT (YOU HATE).
AND IT HURTS A WHOLE LOT, BUT ITS MISSED WHEN ITS GONE.
those lyrics mean alot to me lately.