10 years tops vs my future?
yesterday was ALOT of fun. i very much enjoi'd it...well after i slept through every class and started feeling better...me and amber went to shoot pool..she got 40$ from her mom and wayne..that made her happy which made me happy to see.
i saw donnie and patrick at starbucks i miss donnie, hes a cool kid.
but i think what made it such a good day is ive realized i just dont need to worry/stress over every little thing..when im with her, i just need to relax and have fun with my life..i know i love her, and i know she loves me, so im just going to be happy and thats it...
i stayed at her house last night, :D watched the incredibles, &________________ but the best part was the long talk we had about god/religion/life it was very inlightening. i learned alot about her, i dunno it was just a very special talk/moment. i figured out some things about myself as well.
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woke up late this morning arould 7. DROVE HOME VERY FAST lol my sister had to be at school by 7. i fucked up
well when i got there she was already gone, so was relieved..but worried about how she got to school..
and of coarse it was my mom.
she showed up about 10 minutes later...bitching and screaming, about the dumbest shit. eh i just laugh.
big arguement about school and such...she tells me im going to be a nothing, 0, worthless...
im being withdrawn today, or tomorrow.
PJC or Georgestone here i come.
my shoulders still hurt, and now its in my fingers, and elbows.....im getting really worried, but i gotta go to the doctor tomorrow...even more worried about that, i hope its nothing serious,
i bet i have bone cancer.
i saw donnie and patrick at starbucks i miss donnie, hes a cool kid.
but i think what made it such a good day is ive realized i just dont need to worry/stress over every little thing..when im with her, i just need to relax and have fun with my life..i know i love her, and i know she loves me, so im just going to be happy and thats it...
i stayed at her house last night, :D watched the incredibles, &________________ but the best part was the long talk we had about god/religion/life it was very inlightening. i learned alot about her, i dunno it was just a very special talk/moment. i figured out some things about myself as well.
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woke up late this morning arould 7. DROVE HOME VERY FAST lol my sister had to be at school by 7. i fucked up
well when i got there she was already gone, so was relieved..but worried about how she got to school..
and of coarse it was my mom.
she showed up about 10 minutes later...bitching and screaming, about the dumbest shit. eh i just laugh.
big arguement about school and such...she tells me im going to be a nothing, 0, worthless...
im being withdrawn today, or tomorrow.
PJC or Georgestone here i come.
my shoulders still hurt, and now its in my fingers, and elbows.....im getting really worried, but i gotta go to the doctor tomorrow...even more worried about that, i hope its nothing serious,
i bet i have bone cancer.