Nov 17, 2005 14:37
there are fruit flies floating at the bottom of my bottle of captain morgan.
have become so apathetic i don't even care and am drinking it anyways.
i wonder if they drowned or if the fumes got to them first?
can think of worse ways to go!
am out of my old store but the new one is nowhere near ready.
i might pass entirely and just re-open somewhere come april.
last year there was 6' of snow on the sidewalks after the christmas rush and almost no sales between mid january to late march.
if i cannot gain occupency before the 7th of december my whole christmas season will be a bust and i will have no money to pay the lease until march.
have been working non stop on my website & drinking very steadily while the twins are in pre-school or in bed.
i think its coming along okay but i have over 1000 items to get up.
it's not an azure green drop ship store in a box like most magical on-line stores, but a real online store where i have gathered items i find to be spiritually and magically charged.
the drinking helps me creatively but then i don't have the drive to fold laundry or bake cookies.
at this rate i'll be in aa by summer.
www.magicalalchemy.com
still very much a work in progress but check out the fabulous herbs!
i wrote the descriptions instead of just copying them off of another site like all the rest.
i really want this to be diffenent- safe & real -than all those other sites.
off to do more web work.
and drink a bit...