We make a mean team, My Adidas and I
I am so sick of feeling this way. I'm just lathargic and not fun to be around. On top of that, I've been contemplating doing bad things with people I really shouldn't be thinking about. I mean people I'm totally not attracted to, but they're into me. Bad idea. I'm mean I'm not even that upset over the breakup anymore. I got over it pretty quick because I knew it had to be done. But I still watch bridal shows and movies and have these dilusional ideas pop into my head that the two of us are going to get married. I mean what the fuck. I don't want to get married, especially not to someone who can't treat me the way I need to be treated. But still, I am dilusional.