life blows.
i smoked pot again. after about two weeks of trying not to. i thought about it long and hard,lol, and decided whats the big fuckin deal. as long as i dont ruin my shit y cant i get high. life has been way to shitty lately anyway. i cant deal with all this shit with the family anymore. the dysfunction has reached the point of no return, and its times like these i think why me? ive tried to be a good person throughout my life. i dont think i ever hurt anyone. and i know i dont deserve the shit ive had to deal with the last 4 years. oh, and im moving again. this will make the...7 or 8th time since 8th grade that i have to fuckin move. then theres school, which i dont give a shit about anymore. ima end up at FIU like everyone else. congradulations me, im mediocre. well something good happened yesterday finally. we had a tournament and won two games, i owned as usual. besides my asshole coach i got to chill with a bunch of ppl i think are cool. it was a pretty good day. tell me if im turning emo, and if i am, i apologize to all who real this.