Jun 19, 2006 11:02
so, now that i am back at work and done with classes for the summer, i have more than enough time to write so kind of update.
firstly, work is so freaking boring. i need to find something else. i literally do nothing for eight hours a day, five days a week. and i am really trying to find something. i feel like a puppy, wandering the halls constantly begging for some monotonous task. i can only check my email so many times in a day. i also haven't gotten a pay raise. ever. in two years. is that illegal? maybe that is just wishful thinking. if anyone knows of a job, anywhere, tell me. matthew, starbucks, eh?
it is strange living in my new house, with a bunch of boys i love to death. i have never really lived with people i consider my best friends (at least at the time) and it is a little stressful to say the least. i don't really think that it is going to last, only because i worry that it is going to ruin our friendships. and i live in a closet. literally. just my full-size bed and a dresser. i am never getting laid again. i miss my old place a lot. and my old roommates. also because kyle used to do everything for me. ah, those were the days.
being single is confusing. from one day to the next, i can't decide if i love it or hate it. after being with someone for a significant amount of time, you kind of forget what it is like to be unbeholden to anyone, at least in terms of scheduling my time. i do miss the lazy, boring, just lying around the house time in our pajamas.
i went out for the first time in weeks on saturday. pretty uneventful. but next weekend is pride, which should be exciting to say the least, with my favorite person, graham coming in on friday from san fran. so excited. he the most fun, ever. and then to canada for canada day, and back to housesit at my boss' fabulous house on lake union for the 4th. great views of both fireworks shows and a fully stocked bar. cannot wait.
I have started working out with Freddie at 24 in the evenings. He kicks my ass, and i work waaay harder than i do by myself at the IMA. My goal is to gain other 16 pounds in muscle mass by September, which will put me at a little over 190, which was my average weight during crew. it is definitely attainable.
this is the longest post, ever.