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soo uhh, worked tonight. wasn't too bad minus the occasional pain in my ass, but its all good. we were short alot more than we should have been and i'm gonna try and figure it out tomorrow.
got home had an email waiting from mark. he's suposedly my father but i wouldn't know anything about that. i do'nt know the guy at all. my mom asked him if he would help me buy a car. meh, that would be good but i wasn't expecting him to email me and say things like " i do care, and would be happy to get to know you." wtf. he makes it sound like he actually cares. i dunno, just something in the way he says that pisses me off. probably just me being gay but still. PLUS i never asked to "get to know him" i guess my mom said that, not sure either way i do'nt want to know him. why would i? he wasn't there all 18 yrs i've been alive and i've did ok. he never tried to contact me at all and if he cared like he said he does than don't ya think he would have tried to contact me or something? thats some shit. fuck it.
got home had an email waiting from mark. he's suposedly my father but i wouldn't know anything about that. i do'nt know the guy at all. my mom asked him if he would help me buy a car. meh, that would be good but i wasn't expecting him to email me and say things like " i do care, and would be happy to get to know you." wtf. he makes it sound like he actually cares. i dunno, just something in the way he says that pisses me off. probably just me being gay but still. PLUS i never asked to "get to know him" i guess my mom said that, not sure either way i do'nt want to know him. why would i? he wasn't there all 18 yrs i've been alive and i've did ok. he never tried to contact me at all and if he cared like he said he does than don't ya think he would have tried to contact me or something? thats some shit. fuck it.