good grief
My neighbors are really loud. So here is what I have been up too. Turkey day, drunk day, work day, I laughed a lot. New clothes. Drive a lot. Play with dog a lot at park with JAron. Lunch date, homework. I got a B/B+ on some shitty assighnment that I didn't care about. I am happy with the grade because I didn't try. It is cold all the time in my house. I am excited about Christmas. I want to get a tree sooooooN! I have to do laundry today/homework/mop kitchen. Mondays always seem to be the day that are catch up days. Today it was weird my teacher gave back our papers ( i got back the paper I didn't try on) after that he sent everyone who got papers back home. and made the people who didn't get papers back right then stay. He wanted to talk to them. and he called out two names of people he wanted to stay after class. I am confused, what happend. My grade wasn't that bad. I am curious. My life very calm as of late. I think I bitched a little to much to one of my friends about things that annoy me and I think that she thinks my life is a peice of shit. But it really is not. I pinky swear. It is really easy. I fear I am not having enough fun though, All it seems I do is write,talk on the phone, shop, cook,fight, homework, and the occasional family event, or show I go to. I am defintly not living it up and getting drunk and high. Some times I wonder am I missing out on all that much. I mean I won't get high because it is not lady like. I am serious about that. I think that it looks awfull when you see a pic of some chic getting high. I don't want to look like that eeekie. And drunk...meh...once and awhile. But never with the intent to get DRUNK!?!?! I just read this zine that was all about being drunk the drunk journals or something. WOW did that sound like fun NOT. What happend to haveing a nice time out on the town? Like going to the coast. and going to Moes. Or getting pretty and going on a date with your best man. or giong to a show. Or just going on a walk in the afternoon. Or afternoon naps with your faborite person. Or movie night just staying in a watching movies drinking pop and eating popcorn? ARe this things not as fun as getting drunk? I think many times they are much funner. But maybe I am stuck to far in the past with those type of ideas. Why are people constantly drivein to go out and have fun? Why can't you stay in and have fun>? I love my apartment many times I would rather be here hanging out then anywhere else. And I love that majority of my friends love hanging out at my place and having dinner. fucking am I the only sensible boring person left in the world?