profundity can suck my balls
I was going to write a nice long entry about feelings, but then I got distracted reading everyone else's ljs, and I don't feel up to it any more. Tis is not a valid form of communication, yet it seems that the only way to find out anything important about people is to go read it online. I don't know why I am so upset tonight, I don't know what I want to say to anyone but it is all on the tip of my tongue. I need some more drugs, but I am starting to feel like that won't really help. That is a cynical attitude, but I am totally cut off. What I need is to get really plastered or to start smoking cigarettes again so I can resume my late night porch ritual. That used to be the only thing that comforted me, and now I've taken it away. Is it possible to love someone and have nothing to say to them? How will I do this? somebody rescue me with artistic gestures, I need you.