so confused!!!
have u ever wanted something so great and when u finally get it u dont want it nemore? omgosh i think i am going nuts. i have the perfect boyfriend and i dunno a blast from the past blows through, one conversation and i miss it. my relationship is better then perfect its to perfect, the blast from the past, ugh. no good!!!!!!! someone please keep telling me that matt is the most amazing thing i have in my life right now. i need to be reminded how lucky i am, thats aweful becuz it might as well be that im taking advantage of the best thing thats ever happened to me. im coming home this weekend and im going to visit him so ill have to decide then. i dont know what to do. im going nuts!!!!!