Jun 29, 2005 04:04
umm well this year i met three special ppl, iwasted my year on those three special ppl, i got hurt by tjose three speacial ppl, n i hurt myself for those three special ppl.. and and the five people i mentioned above are the best friends ull ever find , even tho sum of us arent as close anymore , i still consider them friends ..well every time i got hurt or anything by one of theses 3 ppl one of those ppl helped me thru it n cheered me up .. laura n rebecca im so sorry bout everythin i sayd n did bcuz u guys were allways there for me n u guys allways cheered me up whenever i was down .. and yeah im really sorry about what i did and sayd , im really sorry n i feel like shit bcuz i sayd n did sum extremly fuked up shit bcuz i liked sumone n got jealous or mad orw/e n then in then laura especially was allways there n u both heloed me sooo much when i felt like fuking dying n i wanna thank u for that n appoligise for all the shit i did im soo sorry im soooo sorry i really am , im sorry u two ... n marco when ever i got hurt by one of these ppl u were allways there especially not too long ago ... when i left my house u were there ... when i left that kids house ((dunno if u remember)) u came n helped me .. n then i just hung out with u when i needed u n that was really fuked up of me n am so sorry .. :( i want u to know that u were allways there for me n im allways onna be there for u n im sooo sorry that iw as such a fuking asshole... u really an awesome friend man n yeah im sorry bout everything ... and karina and anna i met u guys this year lol and yet i got really really close to u two lol .. and yeah..lol u guys were there when i needed u n when ever i needed to talk to u u two ere there even if it was fuking two in the morning lol.. especially that day we broke up u guys helped me n cheered me up soooo much lol.. n karina dude u are like amazing !!! i was like allways hanging out with u n then stuff happened .. i think u know what im talkin bout .. n i tryed to not make things ackward but i ended up not talking to u for a while n im sooo sorry bcuz then i just poped up out of no where bitching bout life n charles n u litsened n helped me lol n i know that must have been annoying as hell lol but u were there litsening to me n u still are lol both of u .... but dont worry im not bitchin bout him no more lol thats done .. anna this time im deffently gonna stik to the plan lol.. well yeah i want all five of u to know I LOVE U WITH ALL MY FUKNG HEART FOR WHAT U GUYS HAVE DONE FOR ME AFTER ALL IVE DONE TO YOU !! AND IM SOOO SORRY U GUYS AND I LOVE ALL FIVE OF U !!! I HONESTLY LOVE U !! N IF U EVER NEED ME ILL TRY TO BE THERE FOR U LIKE U WERE THERE FOR ME I LOVVE U GUYS ...
SINCERELY
santi ((im sorry i was such a fuking asshole))