Apr 16, 2005 11:15
well last night i went to barnes n nobles with charles ....my mom came to pik us up n we were in the bak f barnes n nobles cuddling...she took him home got out of the car bitched at his sister bitched at him sayd she was gonne take me to another s chool ..a military school ....when i got hom,e she stated bitching at me n she started cring and bitching n she sayd that i was out of drama n that i couldnt take theatre anymore at least not living under her roof and thatr i wasnt her son n she kiked me out bcuz i told her fine bitch i dont live under ur fuking roof iam sik of you n i left n she kiked me out n then i kept walking i dint know where i was going it was 11pm n i was totally lost , i called my best friend jasmine crying n then she told me to go ot her house .s she wasnt home yet sooo i couldnt stay in the complex so i left n i kept walking it was sooo fuking cold at night i was freezing my ass of i shoul have taken a sweater well i kept walking my dad called me beggin where i was and i told him to fuk off n go to hell i kept walking n walking i forgot bout jasmine n everyone n i tryed calling diana to c if i could go to her house intill jasmine got hom,e she dint pik up...i kept walking and charles called me , my dad went to his house to know where i was charles bitched out my dad yay ((go **charles** !!!!))then charles wanted to know where i was it was 12 sumthim n my phone was almost dead i dint know where the hell i was ..well i kept walking n i passed a publix n a blokbuster n then there was a really dark road n i saw like a few lights at the end sooo i figured oh my parents will never findd me over there ! well i kept walkin n eventually there were no lights stop signs no light period there was nothing just one long dark freezing cold road and nothing but fields to the side idk what happened to the lights but it was totally dark i couldnt c shit except for like 2 or 3 cars that woul eventually pass by n honk at me n scream sumthing ...then i passed sum big building and the kights then it started smelling like dead animal ....jasmine called me charles called me doug called me i dint ell any one where i was bcuz i dint know i just told charles (( iwas crying form 11-1)) i just told him idk i passed a blok buster n a publix , n now iam walking in a long dark road n there are no lights at all he sayd he knew where i was n when he was almost there he called me n asked where i was i heard sumone in the background n thought it was my dad sooooi lied to him n told him i turned back n went to sedanos ...then i got really scared bcuz the road wouldnt end n it smelled like dead everythiong n i was walking in the field n i kept feeling cold stuff touching my feet ((frogs iam guessing maybe lizards or a snake idk)) well i was terryfied n i started running back i finally got out of the road n called charles he piked me up by blok buster i was crying my eyes out n told him my mom kiked me out n my dad found out n my sister n everyone n then he huged me n he talked to me n he helped me sooo much n he lent me his watch n took me to my best friends house ...at jasmines i told her what happened n it turns out i was walking at chrome .i passed by the abondened millitary base n the dead animal smell n cold wet grass was the everglades when i passed chrome i kept on walking to the everglades .....when i took my shoes off y foot was bleeding and my new pumas got blood all over them ..it was horrible and that was the worst fuking night of my fuking life n never again well i go to chrome !1 never !!! jasmine made me call my parents n i did i called my dad told him i was ok n that i hated him n wished my mom was dead n he told me to stay there n now yeah idk whats going on ... i hate this