Not in a Good Mood
Title: Not in a Good Mood
Author: pollicem
Pairing: Tom/Harry
Rating: PG
Fandom: Harry Potter
Theme: #12 - in a good mood
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Not in a Good Mood
Hermione told me to write you, because I was being an overbearing broody arse and everyone was getting tired of it and it might be cathartic. I don't know what cathartic means, but it's pretty awful putting ink on parchment that doesn't write back.
See?
You'd say something funny right about now, or show me something silly, or maybe pull me inside. And then I wouldn't be trying to fill this whole page by myself.
I talk to you in my head all the time, but I try not to, because I don't really think it's healthy, and I always end up just sad or, mostly, mad at you, thinking about things I did, and things I didn't, and things I shouldn't have done, and things you definitely will do.
And I yell at you a lot, too, in my head, that I can't be warm anymore, or forget your taste, or remember how to not be lonely.
That might be all I have to say right now.
Author: pollicem
Pairing: Tom/Harry
Rating: PG
Fandom: Harry Potter
Theme: #12 - in a good mood
Disclaimer: Not mine.
Not in a Good Mood
Hermione told me to write you, because I was being an overbearing broody arse and everyone was getting tired of it and it might be cathartic. I don't know what cathartic means, but it's pretty awful putting ink on parchment that doesn't write back.
See?
You'd say something funny right about now, or show me something silly, or maybe pull me inside. And then I wouldn't be trying to fill this whole page by myself.
I talk to you in my head all the time, but I try not to, because I don't really think it's healthy, and I always end up just sad or, mostly, mad at you, thinking about things I did, and things I didn't, and things I shouldn't have done, and things you definitely will do.
And I yell at you a lot, too, in my head, that I can't be warm anymore, or forget your taste, or remember how to not be lonely.
That might be all I have to say right now.