A Post for those who still care this carebear............

Oct 14, 2006 12:46

Welllity wellity wellity!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hello Hello Hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tonight i literally came home and fell on the floor ! William helped me get up though so everything is all good !
It was hillarious , Sometimes you hear of people saying all i want to do is fall to the floor, well welcome to the carpet...........All though i aint a carpet licker..................ahem
It was so tiring and i am asking myself.............
Your listening to Jessica Simpson after a 9 hour shift what the hell are u doing still awake?
Its called
OMG I GET A CHANCE TO WRITE DOWN THINGS ...............

I miss everyone at Laserforce so much , after the tuesday night shin dig, it was so very fabulous and i know i got HANUSLY drunk by the end and did

ALOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! that i regret..............i think those who were there, will know i indeed went out with a BANG in so many words
You know what though, the way i went out is what ive been trying to tell people for years!
Im an evil evil evil person, like the devil............yet i dont wear prada

Im so sorry to all those whose opinion of me may have changed now........ Because i made my dear dear dear deaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Bambi of a best friend cry.............Miss Michelle and also to the fabulous aaron who i hurt..........or anyone else god damn.......... I mean i pubicly told everyone i tried to have sex with my partner in a disclosed area and he refused my advances.....................
How the hell could people think im normal LOL

I know what i did , and i know i did wrong
and I AM SO SORRY I AM SO SORRY I AM SO SORRY

But as vein as blue vein cheese can be i loved the fact that i was given a hello to all the people i love so much all the people that still indeed mean so much to me..................I miss u all I miss u all

I REALLY
Miss you all................

It was fabulous...............

I love my new job so much , i really really do........and ive always felt guilty about liking it...........
Today was fabulous even though it was so long...........

People I love meeting people........It is so cool , I love getting the chance to actually speak to strangers..............Its strange its like every new person is serve Is someone new to meet, someones story to hear
Its so exciting............I know it sounds weird but i just

I have always had this theory..........In life everytime someone meets someone new its a chance........its a chance on a hello.........its a chance for someone to be themselves afresh a new a different.............I just trully belive in this job and im not going to fuck it up...........

I meet so many characters..........so many faces, so many people and i love hearing about them....and when they ask me how i am , thats when i know ive done a good job.............

I have so many funny stories to share, so many nice things

Its not a bed or roses my new job of course it has its stresses
But the thing is ........... I refuse to be that person who
Held herself by a rope as a teenager, whose father said
WHAT ARE YOU DOING..................dont..................

I will not be killed , I will not kill myself

I can be scary , I can be evil, I KNOW i can be mean , I have soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
many faults its not funny...................

Ive tried to die, Ive tried the whole "Emo" thing but the thing is,
Its not worth it

What the fuck is worth hating yourself every day
When you could love others be yourself take that risk...............

Say thankyou, please , yes , no, use your manners............
Because all you need at the end of every day is

Someone to love and to live each day as if it was your last

You may fuck up............You may hurt people.........You may be hurt and on the verge of killing yourself...........At times..............

But at Coles.............we (hope) to serve you better

*Note anyone who knows the real me knows what im talking about
** I am so sorry I am so sorry I am so sorry to anyone ive hurt recentley
*** I am happy, I am happy , I am happy but i miss everyone i dont see incredily incredibly much.........................................:(
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