My bad....................?
I finished work a while ago, yet still cannot sleep because im waiting up for my dear william...........who has had yet another manager shift at the ZOO nightclub.......I dont think ill be lucky enough to get to see him......but heres hoping.......
My gosh the worlds been abuzz with celebrations of late.......
Im honestly still reeling from will and my engagment party...........i wish that it could happen all over again.......
its funny though.........the people who came to our party ive gotten to see them alot of late and im thinking about them and their lives.........
and some have me VERY worried
some have me VERY happy
and some have me ..........melancholy............i dont know what to think
why is time so important...........and i wish that i had more time to spend with those u love, but i guess that what makes it that more special, getting to spend it with those u love when u can , but at the same time.............u worry about time..........
Im angry about alout of things right now
im honestly not liking me right now
but im so greatfully happy right now
why is it when u r happy and everything seems to be going great...........some of us...........take that happiness for granted, still after all this time
and also , some people are purley fucked up lol
I really feel like yelling at so many people latley, like fully just fucking yelling..............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my bad
My gosh the worlds been abuzz with celebrations of late.......
Im honestly still reeling from will and my engagment party...........i wish that it could happen all over again.......
its funny though.........the people who came to our party ive gotten to see them alot of late and im thinking about them and their lives.........
and some have me VERY worried
some have me VERY happy
and some have me ..........melancholy............i dont know what to think
why is time so important...........and i wish that i had more time to spend with those u love, but i guess that what makes it that more special, getting to spend it with those u love when u can , but at the same time.............u worry about time..........
Im angry about alout of things right now
im honestly not liking me right now
but im so greatfully happy right now
why is it when u r happy and everything seems to be going great...........some of us...........take that happiness for granted, still after all this time
and also , some people are purley fucked up lol
I really feel like yelling at so many people latley, like fully just fucking yelling..............hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my bad