i feel my current self being pulled in the direction of my former self
maybe it's the weather.
i spent a lot of time alone in high school and would live in this odd not quite dreamy world
i feel like i'm going back there
this is a product of me spending too much time alone
i found those in my room.
i have no desire to go back to school.
living away has made me realize how that shit just ain't for me.
holy shit it's december.
26 days until my birthday.
i don't know if i have it in me to study in italy.
why is love so hard.