just when i had a saftey net...there it goes
man, just when i thought i had one thing. just one...that i could depend on. just one thing that i could rely on. no house, i can handle it. family shit, i can deal. friends, sucks, but im strong. but now this.... ive been waiting to long. and i played fair and i did it all right. and i didnt even fuck up. once in my life. just one time i did it right, and i still loose. i cared so much and i got attached. i guess thats what happens when you give a shit. it all fucks you over. and i cared,,, i really cared. and i was really happy. i really was...and now, i dont even have a chance. im alone again. and my only rock is leaving in less than 2 months....
isnt life grand...
pow.