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this mardi gras pretty much kicked a lot of ass. the parade friday was the best. after it was a lot of fun too.
i hung out with kate a lot, and that was also ass kicking.
sarah is my lovebody.
last night's parade was cool, but not as good as friday.
i really dont want to move. but i dont have a choice.
no, i really really dont want to. i dont think you understand.
how could you.
oh well, life goes on.
some things bother me.
like why im still not good enough. but ill never be so im not sure what to do.
at all.
i just want you to want me. but you dont.
or at least not much.
fuck it.
i slept a lot last night and it felt good.
i havent really slept in a long time.
ive just be too worried about shit.
but it felt good.