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im so ready for out
according to parents and doctor im going to have a heartattack
i should just stop eating altogether. that way i can keep my parents happy. and the 207 will go down. and then ill excersize for 5hrs everyday. even though im in the hot sun for 40hours a week running around with five year old boys. and ill stop going out. even though, as is, im home by 10 everynight. wow .. there goes my life. as if i had one. then i can just get depressed and get some meds. fat is such a harsh word. sorry im not beautiful, dad. everything will be okay.
sure, works for me.
it wont be much different
it was cold outside
i dont care, really.
and so when things are bad i turn to him. after he calls me a witch minus the w and add the b. nice huh? and yet i still deal with it. bc its the closest thing to happiness i know. sad. very sad.
im going to be so happy at school. i really need out. out
i want to be someone cool. someone .. someone who someone wants to be with
someone is a funny word
i feel like im gone already -- emotionally.
august 26th will seal the deal
good bye
according to parents and doctor im going to have a heartattack
i should just stop eating altogether. that way i can keep my parents happy. and the 207 will go down. and then ill excersize for 5hrs everyday. even though im in the hot sun for 40hours a week running around with five year old boys. and ill stop going out. even though, as is, im home by 10 everynight. wow .. there goes my life. as if i had one. then i can just get depressed and get some meds. fat is such a harsh word. sorry im not beautiful, dad. everything will be okay.
sure, works for me.
it wont be much different
it was cold outside
i dont care, really.
and so when things are bad i turn to him. after he calls me a witch minus the w and add the b. nice huh? and yet i still deal with it. bc its the closest thing to happiness i know. sad. very sad.
im going to be so happy at school. i really need out. out
i want to be someone cool. someone .. someone who someone wants to be with
someone is a funny word
i feel like im gone already -- emotionally.
august 26th will seal the deal
good bye