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i`m never going to be happy cause i can never make up my mind about what i want. and im too fucking picky for my own good.. if something isnt perfect for me i dont want it. apply this theory to my romantic life. with all the options ive got in my radar right now you'd think id have a boyfriend at the moment and going through them weekly.. but them i keep alternating between whether i have time for a boyfriend anyway, but then i change my mind and want one but then i want the ones i can't have. and it fustrates me when they constantly say things to me like.. megan you are so gorgeous and the total package you can have ANYONE you want... i think its bullshit! i guess the word to sum it all up would be CONFUSED... and not to mention im at the point now where i just cant figure guys or anything out. period. :(