Jan 19, 2006 17:06
so... today started shitty and didn't get any better till kayla talked with me... i was finally able to let just a piece of all my hurt come out of my bottle. i got just a fraction of my trouble off my chest.. but my day went from bad to better in that brief moment.. Kayla Beth Payne.. you truely are my guardian angel. i would be so lost without you here. i would be so far gone. your talk gave me so much... i can't even explain what it was.. but something inside me became calm and happy again. i want to talk again.. it just is a reliefe to let things out ya know? and i don't even know why... it's not like it fixes them... but for some reason it just makes things better.
lucky for me i only have one test tomorrow... i love when teachers push them back... yes.
i turn 18 very soon.. and yet i dono what to do...
yes... so i'm off.
To the love, I left my conscience pressed
Between the pages of the Bible in the drawer
"What did it ever do for me" I say
It never calls me when I'm down
Love never wanted me
But I took it anyway