May 09, 2005 22:12
i usually feel alright about myslef. My family sometimes is too harsh on how i look. I ran three miles today and then came home and looked at pics of myself at prom and i look sick.
i dunno i think i hve bad body image but who doesnt... i guess i just wish i could be in shape or just feel good about myself.
sometimes i think that having a boyfriend would fix that but i know thats a lie... i guess i just want someone i really care about to tell me that it woill be alright and that they love me for me. I know that my family loves me but they dont really tell me that they love me for how i look.
weird thoughts.. im not asking for sympathy just getting my thoughts down i guess
peace