the innocent can never last

[polkadotshirt]

right now i can explain how much i wish i was older
i want to be a grown up right now
as if i was a little kid i just want to be grown up
then i would have so much more control of how to help people
and would be able to be with him
and it would be more effective
i feel so bad because he is just so helpless
i'm so happy that his mom understands
i'm so happy he told her what hes going through with his dad
i think i'm going to throw up
and i can't concentrate on what i'm going to say
but i know that like he says everything is going to turn out good
♥
M