Nov 10, 2005 20:36
today was a strange day
i felt so dull
like an unsharpened pencil, but u can still kinda write w/ it
its like i had no emotion
just a completely blank state
i swear the only thing that made me feel alive,
was crying during My Girl
i was so just blah
i hope mike didn't take it the wrong way
i was fine i think
but i just didn't feel like myself
maybe it was the pressure of my mom lately
i know it wasn't my depression because i wasn't sad
okay well i update this too much
and i think people get sick of it
because all i talk about is myself anyways
but i don't have alot of friends so thats just what happens
well maybe a day with alix will help
maybe it was just an off day
okay
♥
M