maybe it's the time of the night.. maybe it's Drew's haunting voice blasting in my ears.. or maybe it's just my mellow side taking over.. but i was at the usual site (doing my typical checks lol), scrolling down for the latest newsfeeds and then -bham- this pic.
okay let me just say that from this point on, i know i may lose whatever ounce of credibility i have but if u know and understand, well.. good for u. coz what im gonna say wouldnt make sense to most people.. the realms of fangirlism is still sth so debatable but im still gonna persist or imma just burst.
for some reason, this pic caught me offguard, even though it shouldnt really, since it was what ive been hoping to see - the five of them back as a whole. but.. if i may try to visualise things out a bit.. imagine the feeling u get when the person u've been wanting to see is suddenly in front of u.. ur breath would get caught up too wouldnt it? u almost cant bliv ur eyes, and yet it's real.. more real than u can imagine. and without understanding the reason why, u feel these warmth as ur eyes glaze over.. and thats when u realise u're actually tearing up. coz the reality of what u're seeing is more beautiful than u can imagine..
which was what happened exactly when this pic came up. heading to belfast airport to attend the EMAs for Best Worldwide Act.. as a five! no less ;') i guess u'd need to be a VIP to fully understand the enormity of this pic alone. because the things they have had to go through these last few months are more than enough to test one's loyalty for these five fellas. the amazing thing is that, our loyalty never wavered. in fact, the flames only continued to burn stronger..
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someone posted these two pics up at tumblr, and they express more comprehensively what im trying to.
2006
2011
or maybe, just maybe, it was me missing them more than i dare to allow myself to think.
welcome back guys.
u've been sorely missed.