the last couple weeks have been pretty crazy but boring at the same time everything blends together into one long day. i turn 18 on friday and ive been waiting for it for so long but now it's like nothing to me i don't even really care. i am not sure whats been up with me lately but i feel so unfulfilled, and i am tired of being forgot about by the one person thats suppose to love me the most. we have been together so long i don't understand whats wrong. i am going to disneyland on friday for my birthday and on saturday i am getting my first tattoo i am scared that is going to hurt but i am a big girl and i'll suck it up. anyway on with the pictures: