Nov 12, 2005 01:36
Well hey. figured i should start writing things down again. My cousin died today, or i guess I should say yesterday. I am breaking down on and off. It is so surreal that it just isn't fully hitting me yet...god, I can't believe he's gone... Why r people so selfish? Why did he have to take his own life...there were other fucking ways. God, i don't even know what to write. i just wanted to get it out and see of it felt any better, well it doesn''t....