I'm totally wired..!
so finally after all this he has chosen to stop his pathedic attacks. i was done a long time ago. but i think it is absolutely hilarious how he is trying to be the "better person" by now acting more mature. when he just got done calling me ugly and a "penguin". i talked to my parents about the whole thing and my dad said that "true friends dont keep count" my dad is great.my dad also said that i shouldnt be taking advice from someone with a "receeding hairline at 18".lol. and my mom basically just told me to be done with him and the whole situation. i have real friends that matter and care. and the only reason that i dont have anything to "backup" what i have said is that i am not going to use that person's personal information to bring them down like he has done to me.
I really do feel like the better person in all this. and now that is the end of that sad chapter in my life.
i find it funny how every school year in high school i have encountered a person or persons who treat me like shit and then after a while i will rid myself of them. it feels really good. its like i dont need them anymore. i had the same thing with maria she just brought me down and being without her made me a much more stronger person, more independent.and coming out of this situation i feel the same way. actually better.
today was gah. i came to school at 10 to do my economics paper and got it done.because i work better underpressure! and the fucking vending machine ate 75 cents!
I'm going to get measured after rehearsal for my prom dress. I'm way excited. I have tomarrow night off and that means catching up with my J-crew. HEHE thats what i call my girls from Johnston. I cant wait for the summer! Since Danielle,Chelsea, and Ashley are all moving in together it will be party central. Those girls are my life! I'm going to quit my babysitting job and apply at metro kids, take auto pilots compliaments of my dad , and get the fuck out of my house. The summer will rock. I also want to go to the warped tour since Joan Jett is going to play! and Coheed is in May like 2 days after prom. My dad promised that he would take me as my graduation present. I think I'm going to also get a laptop.
Well i think i need to work on my story and my graduation speech.
in the words of duckie "I'm off like a dirty shirt!"