Nostalgia at 2 am
Dude so i just dont sleep anymore, but like its so weird today has been like lets look back night...it was crazy it kinda started with looking at ring dance pictures(talk to me if you wanna see them) and then dan and i just started sending random old pictures which was really funny and then like i was still like woah since marie and i were like best friends when we were like 5 and i have pictures of us(which are too adorable) and i mean like ive already been thinking about this a lot anyway but then i went back and read old livejournals entries from peoples journals and its like woah how did stuff change this much...
i really miss freshman year more than i thought i would...or i guess freshman year at the beginning and just more the friendships i had...what the fuck happened, its just like u can be so close to people for so long and all the sudden you never talk to them anymore and just pass them in the hallway like u never spent nights talking and laughing and being like "i love you so much" like i know im just as guilty but i mean dont u think there is something wrong with that...cause ii do
so to all the people who ive kinda had a "falling out" with, im sorry for things i said and things u might have said, i kinda always come to these realizations towards summer, i think my head starts clearing and i can think better, i dunno i kinda wish i could get things right and not fuck up so much
on a more ADD note this is like the last week of april which is soooo awesome! *jumps around*
hugs and kisses ♥
i really miss freshman year more than i thought i would...or i guess freshman year at the beginning and just more the friendships i had...what the fuck happened, its just like u can be so close to people for so long and all the sudden you never talk to them anymore and just pass them in the hallway like u never spent nights talking and laughing and being like "i love you so much" like i know im just as guilty but i mean dont u think there is something wrong with that...cause ii do
so to all the people who ive kinda had a "falling out" with, im sorry for things i said and things u might have said, i kinda always come to these realizations towards summer, i think my head starts clearing and i can think better, i dunno i kinda wish i could get things right and not fuck up so much
on a more ADD note this is like the last week of april which is soooo awesome! *jumps around*
hugs and kisses ♥