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Here is the problem. (And I just need a place to complain right now.) I hate being in a long distance relationship. Honestly, it sucked a lot last semester too, but it is getting to an unbearable point this time around. I sort of had assumed it would get easier, but it doesn't. I feel like something is missing practically all the time, and I get jealous of couples I see around. And of course I don't like the fact that we won't be together for Valentine's Day, which I know is a Hallmark holiday and shouldn't really mean anything, but it does anyway, and people are going to be celebrating it, and I'm going to be going to crew. In exactly one month, I will be back in NYC, with him, at the start of spring break. I should consider that I've basically gone through a month of school already (and it feels like it's flown by), but I don't even want to acknowledge that there are four weeks to go until I can see my boyfriend again.