Apr 14, 2005 11:22
now don't you worry i'm not quitting school i just
don't show up on sunny days when it's too hot to lay down on benches
and the marines that pass by and say hello i don't really trust them
the way they can raise their eyebrows at people i just want to scream
so don't look at me
and perinials and yearly flowers they come up and bring a fragrance
i wish i could smell it but my nose is too pointy
and sitting in Garden it doesn't really help any
except ringing up old folks who are too feeble to walk to the front
and i know people front many things
even paul says it, the buildings they just look at you
staring at shiny plexiglass windows
hoping one will break and pieces will fly
then it would look like an accident, because accidents they do happen
by some sort of force that causes it inside of us
just like declawed cats who try and scratch at the fucked up furniture
they're not making it any worse but they like to feel they're threatening
i wish i was threatening
in a way that i can't even explain, my unintimidation is uninspiring
so it's full circle now, and i'm about to apply my red painted smile
full circular air pockets that can be deflated by the sight of one dark haired boy
but before i go i must say
i'm not quitting school i just
don't show up on those rare sunny days.