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so after much hand wringing and agonizing, i told sharon about tom today.
!!!
it went surprisingly well. she was all like, "as long you are being straight with me" and "i appreciate you coming to me and telling me". she did say some stupid shit, and i was like, ma, puh leasse. i get my way a lot, whatev. my dad is not happy though. hes pouting, i can tell. lol.
i feel so so so much better. accomplished pretender though i may be, all the stories, sneaking around, and worrying was making me crazy.
i did tell her one teeny little lie though.. we have not been going out for "a couple weeks-ish", far from it hah.
but that was necessary, and i mean, come on. a pathological liar like myself cant just tell the truth ALL THE TIME, its just impossible.
i dont really like my parents knowing too much about my life, but this was necessary, and im soo happy they are being rational.
round one, vanessa. sweet.