A Random Philosophical Moment Brought To You For No Apparent Reason
So many things have changed so quickly. It's silly, but I thought ever since that summer of 2004, I was so grown up. I thought I could take anything, just because I felt like I had seen everything. I found myself in positions I had never even imagined, and now I knew.
Ha, I still don't. All anybody knows is just a piece of what it is to be "grown up".
Can anybody ever really be grown up, anyway? I used to think grown up was getting a job, get married. But then, I used to want to be a farmer, and marry Brian Koziara. Then I decided I never wanted to get married, I was going to be a vegetarian vetrinarian and adopt three kids. That was when I was five. Some of those things have stuck with me, others not so much (I think we know which..)
As I was saying. There's moments when all of us go back to being children, I think. We're all learning things all the time; just when you think you know something, it all changes. All of the sudden you're knocked back a year, maybe even two, and you can't remember why you were so sure of anything. Because now you realize you really don't know anything at all. What are the reasons for things, why why why. I used to know, I think. Or maybe I just never bothered to ask why, I just laid down and accepted it all.
Still with me? No? Sorry, only the superior minded can understand these things. Or maybe just me...
Ha, I still don't. All anybody knows is just a piece of what it is to be "grown up".
Can anybody ever really be grown up, anyway? I used to think grown up was getting a job, get married. But then, I used to want to be a farmer, and marry Brian Koziara. Then I decided I never wanted to get married, I was going to be a vegetarian vetrinarian and adopt three kids. That was when I was five. Some of those things have stuck with me, others not so much (I think we know which..)
As I was saying. There's moments when all of us go back to being children, I think. We're all learning things all the time; just when you think you know something, it all changes. All of the sudden you're knocked back a year, maybe even two, and you can't remember why you were so sure of anything. Because now you realize you really don't know anything at all. What are the reasons for things, why why why. I used to know, I think. Or maybe I just never bothered to ask why, I just laid down and accepted it all.
Still with me? No? Sorry, only the superior minded can understand these things. Or maybe just me...