serious.
Ok, I guess Ill let everyone know whats up with me these days. Ill try my best stop posting such random shit.
Really, Life is kinda low right now. I mean I have a lot of shit on my mind. Im happy and then im not but my life is actually AWESOME. Sometimes I just imagine if I changed that one thing...would I be here. If i didnt go to wendys on my lunch break 3 in half years ago would I be here????? Funny How Jake was always One day away from me. WE knew the same people, and some how we were always conected. I would be behind him on my way to work and never even noticed that thats the father of my children. Its funny how life works.
He really does make me happy and Im wondering what if I woulda ended up with Danny. Ive finally relized that he isnt the one for me. He never loved me the way I loved him. Things would have always been hard with him.
Oh and Jake is going to go back to school. He wants to become a Doctor. He hasnt decided on what kind but He deff said HE WONT be A vagina doc. He couldnt handle looking at Old lady punna nay. So the first Two years are going to be very very stressful and hard. I know it. So Im going to be the bread winner. Im going to see if I can get this medical codes down and i can make an easy 5grand a month and up to 25gs. now Id be happy with a measly 1000. I need to get on the ball. Next summer Im determend to buy a house but with him going to school Im not sure if we can wing that. I just know I need mmy car paid off and wham its house hutting time.
I Know Jake is smart and I suppport him. Im even willing to move in with my mom for two years that way he can have complete study time. He wont be able to work at all. The hospital he works at now said they will work with him while he goes to school that way he can still earn a little extra cash.
with him wanting and becomeing a doctor (I know he can do it) Do you know what this means for me. Fuck all those bitches at school who fucking laughed at me for wearing the same clothes as last year. Fuck all those fucks who made fun of us traleir park kids. Fuck them..fuck um. I bet half those fucks dont know how to change a tire...oil and figure out shit in life.
One thing i will not do is become them. This i promise. Ill still be rollin in my paid for jeep. Ill move my mom in her own house and take care of her. Fuck.
Good things come in time.
Im just a lucky girl I guess.
Pizza is done.
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Really, Life is kinda low right now. I mean I have a lot of shit on my mind. Im happy and then im not but my life is actually AWESOME. Sometimes I just imagine if I changed that one thing...would I be here. If i didnt go to wendys on my lunch break 3 in half years ago would I be here????? Funny How Jake was always One day away from me. WE knew the same people, and some how we were always conected. I would be behind him on my way to work and never even noticed that thats the father of my children. Its funny how life works.
He really does make me happy and Im wondering what if I woulda ended up with Danny. Ive finally relized that he isnt the one for me. He never loved me the way I loved him. Things would have always been hard with him.
Oh and Jake is going to go back to school. He wants to become a Doctor. He hasnt decided on what kind but He deff said HE WONT be A vagina doc. He couldnt handle looking at Old lady punna nay. So the first Two years are going to be very very stressful and hard. I know it. So Im going to be the bread winner. Im going to see if I can get this medical codes down and i can make an easy 5grand a month and up to 25gs. now Id be happy with a measly 1000. I need to get on the ball. Next summer Im determend to buy a house but with him going to school Im not sure if we can wing that. I just know I need mmy car paid off and wham its house hutting time.
I Know Jake is smart and I suppport him. Im even willing to move in with my mom for two years that way he can have complete study time. He wont be able to work at all. The hospital he works at now said they will work with him while he goes to school that way he can still earn a little extra cash.
with him wanting and becomeing a doctor (I know he can do it) Do you know what this means for me. Fuck all those bitches at school who fucking laughed at me for wearing the same clothes as last year. Fuck all those fucks who made fun of us traleir park kids. Fuck them..fuck um. I bet half those fucks dont know how to change a tire...oil and figure out shit in life.
One thing i will not do is become them. This i promise. Ill still be rollin in my paid for jeep. Ill move my mom in her own house and take care of her. Fuck.
Good things come in time.
Im just a lucky girl I guess.
Pizza is done.
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