busy! study!
AIM is my ENEMY.
it's 11:30 and i haven't really gotten into studying for tomorrow's MCB quiz. I finally finalized my spring quarter schedule to compensate the time for my internship wednesdays. now, i'm chatting, updating this entry and not studying when I should. internet... the double-edged weapon i'm so skilled at...
i'm disappointed in myself. (when am i never. HAHA)
well, i don't think there's any hope left for me in NPB121. I didn't pass the two midterms. I actually did worse the 2nd time; I even felt I had a better grasp on the subject, too. But I guess not. The only good thing was that I got a 13/14 on 1 of 2 of the essays. I'm happy about that. But everything else is down the drain. I believe the reason for my downfall is that I don't put effort into studying for this class. The truth is, I'm not so into the class as much as I should. I don't really remember my instructor's name! That shows how much I care. XD Her lectures are okay... But it's during the time of day where I'm so tired. I have to drink energy drinks for that class. I recently found out that MONSTER ENERGY doesn't help that much because I tend to doze off towards the end of lecture. i like how she really tries to make the class enjoyable, but i'm sad to say it's a bit boring. ^^;; her chalkboard skills can be a bit better though... or maybe i should just sit closer. thats' why i NEED to relisten to THESE lectures. I only do a few (like 3 of 5-7 lectures! XD). so that explains my problem.
So, one of the guys is planning elaine's bday excursion this saturday, march 10. pat told me the plan was to have dinner SOMEWHERE and then go clubbing at CLUB VIVID. i think that's pretty fun, getting to hang out with everybody. though, the clubbing part... i'm not too sure about. clubbing isn't some of our "thing" so some of us aren't going. elaine's going for sure, i believe, so she will, and better, enjoy the night. haha it's cool if elaine wants to do it. haha but i just think the choice can be better picked, so it could appeal to everyone, especially the for the friends (girls) elaine knows. i dunno. that's just my opinion. but it's all good.
victoria talked to me about "pitching in" for something... and maybe cake. (i hope elaine doesn't read her LJ... i don't think she does. she hasn't updated in years. hopefully i won't ruin anything for her. ^^) she wants to PLAN things out just to get it confirmed and everything. some of us "planners" aren't as assertive/initiative as we should. hehe we need to think these things through still. what restaurant? i thought about claim jumpers... michelle said it was expensive.
erin also invited me to her birthday dinner and bowling night the same night! she's spending time with her cousins having dinner SOMEWHERE and bowling at MISSION LANES, i think. i said i was unsure if i can make it.
oh yeah, i'm unsure if i can make it to elaine's birthday, either.
i'm unsure if i'm coming home this weekend, that's why. it's the weekend before finals. =P and there's always my dad's wisdom, "you don't have to be there all the time for your friends." something along those lines, anyway. it's true. my friends can have fun without me. i'm not needed. so there you have it.
i'll probably stay up in Davis, but i'll still pitch in for elaine's "gift." =D
i'll get to see erin during our disneyland trip for spring break. it's initially for her birthday, anyway. =)
so, all is good...
except for me, that is. heh
what am i going to do with myself?
i'm tending to slack off near the end of the quarter.
wahhhhh...
TBC. ;D
p.s.
random thoughts:
+ where is ahmed? XD
+ i took a nap earlier today. i feel a bit more refreshed. =)
it's 11:30 and i haven't really gotten into studying for tomorrow's MCB quiz. I finally finalized my spring quarter schedule to compensate the time for my internship wednesdays. now, i'm chatting, updating this entry and not studying when I should. internet... the double-edged weapon i'm so skilled at...
i'm disappointed in myself. (when am i never. HAHA)
well, i don't think there's any hope left for me in NPB121. I didn't pass the two midterms. I actually did worse the 2nd time; I even felt I had a better grasp on the subject, too. But I guess not. The only good thing was that I got a 13/14 on 1 of 2 of the essays. I'm happy about that. But everything else is down the drain. I believe the reason for my downfall is that I don't put effort into studying for this class. The truth is, I'm not so into the class as much as I should. I don't really remember my instructor's name! That shows how much I care. XD Her lectures are okay... But it's during the time of day where I'm so tired. I have to drink energy drinks for that class. I recently found out that MONSTER ENERGY doesn't help that much because I tend to doze off towards the end of lecture. i like how she really tries to make the class enjoyable, but i'm sad to say it's a bit boring. ^^;; her chalkboard skills can be a bit better though... or maybe i should just sit closer. thats' why i NEED to relisten to THESE lectures. I only do a few (like 3 of 5-7 lectures! XD). so that explains my problem.
So, one of the guys is planning elaine's bday excursion this saturday, march 10. pat told me the plan was to have dinner SOMEWHERE and then go clubbing at CLUB VIVID. i think that's pretty fun, getting to hang out with everybody. though, the clubbing part... i'm not too sure about. clubbing isn't some of our "thing" so some of us aren't going. elaine's going for sure, i believe, so she will, and better, enjoy the night. haha it's cool if elaine wants to do it. haha but i just think the choice can be better picked, so it could appeal to everyone, especially the for the friends (girls) elaine knows. i dunno. that's just my opinion. but it's all good.
victoria talked to me about "pitching in" for something... and maybe cake. (i hope elaine doesn't read her LJ... i don't think she does. she hasn't updated in years. hopefully i won't ruin anything for her. ^^) she wants to PLAN things out just to get it confirmed and everything. some of us "planners" aren't as assertive/initiative as we should. hehe we need to think these things through still. what restaurant? i thought about claim jumpers... michelle said it was expensive.
erin also invited me to her birthday dinner and bowling night the same night! she's spending time with her cousins having dinner SOMEWHERE and bowling at MISSION LANES, i think. i said i was unsure if i can make it.
oh yeah, i'm unsure if i can make it to elaine's birthday, either.
i'm unsure if i'm coming home this weekend, that's why. it's the weekend before finals. =P and there's always my dad's wisdom, "you don't have to be there all the time for your friends." something along those lines, anyway. it's true. my friends can have fun without me. i'm not needed. so there you have it.
i'll probably stay up in Davis, but i'll still pitch in for elaine's "gift." =D
i'll get to see erin during our disneyland trip for spring break. it's initially for her birthday, anyway. =)
so, all is good...
except for me, that is. heh
what am i going to do with myself?
i'm tending to slack off near the end of the quarter.
wahhhhh...
TBC. ;D
p.s.
random thoughts:
+ where is ahmed? XD
+ i took a nap earlier today. i feel a bit more refreshed. =)