Rejection
One month. It could be the biggest turn of all events, in which it has. I have a fraction of what i had in the beginning of that time. My friends repelled away from me as if I had distrusted them. in which i have not. My quality as a person, however, remains the honest same. That's a fact. In this month, I've lost more than I've ever lost in a short period of time. The only thing i could find comfort in at the end of the day is my time for being alone. An extended period of being alone. As an upside of this, I've had more creative energy than ever. I write songs constantly. My desire to open a blank sheet and just spill all retained in myself onto it is at a maximum. Although, I have nobody to share it with.
Fred Savage was about fun. I've tried my hardest to keep this band from falling apart. We haven't practiced since my last update. I've never had more fun in my entire life with any group of people doing anything than in that band. As it seems, there is a lack of motivation in Brandon and Anthony. The two that have been there for me for such a prolonged time, do not seem to take much interest in my friendship anymore. I'm speaking upon my own experience so correct me if this is a fallacy.
I have more to say, but a diminutive amount of people would contemplate any more of this.
I have never expressed emotions in this journal until now.
Fred Savage was about fun. I've tried my hardest to keep this band from falling apart. We haven't practiced since my last update. I've never had more fun in my entire life with any group of people doing anything than in that band. As it seems, there is a lack of motivation in Brandon and Anthony. The two that have been there for me for such a prolonged time, do not seem to take much interest in my friendship anymore. I'm speaking upon my own experience so correct me if this is a fallacy.
I have more to say, but a diminutive amount of people would contemplate any more of this.
I have never expressed emotions in this journal until now.