Dec 01, 2005 03:10
Today had to be one of my darkest days ever. I can't remember ever being this angry before, it's like something took over and I was no longer myself. This experience truly scared me, because for the first time I realized that I didn't really care about this person, and that meant I didn't care about his spiritual well being or about anything that happened to him. I was literally nautious all day.
I never want to feel like that again, no matter how angry I get and no matter what the person has done past, present, and future, I never need to act like that again.