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I called you last night to see if you wanted to hang out with all of us. But as soon as your voicemail picked up I realized that you were somewhere between Elizabethtown and North Carolina. And that was the point where I broke down.
I woke up at 5:40 this morning to your phone call, and the sound of your voice broke my heart. You didnt sound happy, in fact you were just as upset as I was. And I tried really hard not to cry while we were talking, but when you told me that you missed me I couldnt help it. This sucks so bad. I mean I know that nothing in life is easy, but this could by far be one of the hardest things that I've ever done. Standing there hugging you after project grad I was wishing that I would wake up and it would be a dream, or that at some point you would look at me and say just joking. But you didnt...so I didnt want to let go. Driving away has been the hardest part of all. I've always been told that when you're leaving something behind you shouldn't look in the rear view mirror because it makes things harder, but that morning I had to. I had to get one last glimpse of you as you got in your car and began to drive away.
I love you so much...and this is just killing me. You've called me three times now, and everytime it just gets harder to hang up the phone...
I want you back here Megan Hess...I miss you SO much!!!
I woke up at 5:40 this morning to your phone call, and the sound of your voice broke my heart. You didnt sound happy, in fact you were just as upset as I was. And I tried really hard not to cry while we were talking, but when you told me that you missed me I couldnt help it. This sucks so bad. I mean I know that nothing in life is easy, but this could by far be one of the hardest things that I've ever done. Standing there hugging you after project grad I was wishing that I would wake up and it would be a dream, or that at some point you would look at me and say just joking. But you didnt...so I didnt want to let go. Driving away has been the hardest part of all. I've always been told that when you're leaving something behind you shouldn't look in the rear view mirror because it makes things harder, but that morning I had to. I had to get one last glimpse of you as you got in your car and began to drive away.
I love you so much...and this is just killing me. You've called me three times now, and everytime it just gets harder to hang up the phone...
I want you back here Megan Hess...I miss you SO much!!!