Feb 01, 2005 21:41
My mind, all day, kept wondering to Adam. Maybe its because I talked to him this morning and the thoughts and comments were jsut replaying through my head. Or maybe its simply because I miss him, and still love him dearly. Personally I think its a little of both, but more of the latter. All day long random people that Ive looked at have reminded me of him. The way they laugh, the way they walk, or the way talk. But the main one that got me was the part of him I loved the most, his smile. I saw his smile in someone else today. Not the same, but close. And it made me think of all the good times we had. He asked me to come see him while we were talking this morning, and I think I may just have to do that.
Now I just need to decide what it is that Im wanting to see when I get there. Whether it be that the fire is still burning, or that everything has withered away... possibly allowing me to be able to move on to the other guy who just recently re-entered my life.