hmm more updates...

Feb 02, 2006 08:48

Oh I love photography class, especially when we go to the lab and don't do ANYTHING! Really its actually just boring. I went to the humane society yesterday after school since we had a half day. I had a talk with Cidny because I've completed my first 25 hours of volunteering so I got a free volunteer shirt. But anyway, I made a blunt comment about how I wished someone would get fired so that I could work there and she laughed and said she wished someone would get fired so I could work there too. It made me feel really good. I mean its a very simplistic comment but it meant something to hear that from one of the directors over there. Someone who has some leverage in the hiring process.
I'm to the point now at school that I just wish it would be OVER!!!!!!!! Senioritis is a BITCH..but there is only like 67 more days not counting weekends....or spring break. Speaking of spring break sometime between Dustin's spring break and my spring break(probably his because its going to work out easier that way)we're going to Nashville for like 2 days. Not a real big spring break trip but its something to do. Its a fairly inexpensive trip too. I mean theres the like $100 for gas and then depending on what hotel we go to like $50 to $90 on a hotel, and I dont know if it will be one night or two plus food and what not. All in all about $300 for the both of us. We're either leaving late Thursday night and getting to Nashville around midnight or 1, or leaving early Friday morning. Either way we're leaving Nashville on Saturday at around 3 or 4 so that Dustin can get SOME sleep before work on Sunday. Nothing is set in stone yet and we've got some kinks to work out, but it should be fun. I'm gunna see if there are any shows or events going on down there so we don't have to waste time deciding what to do. He and I tend to do that alot. I'm indicisive and as long as its fun, he doesn't care to much so yeah it makes for some interesting times.
Things between him and I are going really well. Its different for me, but its nice change. I'm always used to just being with one person, and I am now, as in he is the only person I'm seeing, but if I want to see someone else I can, and if he wants to he can. I mean, at least for me, that part of it would suck, but we're still teenagers, and no one here is looking for a long term commitment right now, so it kind of works for both of us I guess, and we have fun 95% of the time we hang out. We have our off nights, and we argue sometimes, but its nothing like it was when we were actually a couple. This whole thing with him has been an intirely different experience in more than one way. I mean I've learned to be more open minded about things, and I'm coming into myself and I generally like who I am now. He's help me build up alot of confidence and its nice. For once I'm not obsessed with how I look, or what people think about how I look. I know that I am an attractive person, and I know how to flatter my features. I have a kickass personality and I'm learning to play my cards better. Not all of it is attributed to him, but he's helped out in the process.

Sooo yeah, I'm sure I'll have other things to update on tomorrow soooo I'lll just do that...
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